I lay in the dark after such a long day,I try to remove myself from all the stress that consumes my time.I focus on your hands,so much bigger then mine and strong.The room is black,but I can see your hands gripping me.My arms,my things,my breasts...I can see your hands as i have a thousand times before...they are almost red against the paleness of my skin.Seeing this in my mind,as real and as fresh as the first time you made me yours,I hear my breathing change.Kissing you is like drowning in every known emotion and sensation on earth.It is like dying and being reborn.It is like a craving that can never go away.You become harder then you were before,and it makes my vision blurry.I want every inch of that hot solidity to be inside me as deep and as strongly as possible.Chills run up my spine and I almost pass out,but come back into the moment as you breathe hot against my ear,I moan becouse I cannot be silent.I come and I feel the hurt and pleasure and understanding...that this is just the beginning and what wehave created between us is infinite. Smart Men!